Scary feeling

It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy. You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget everything bad that is going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone, but its scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away too when they go. Its worrying to think that they're the reason for your happiness. But it takes trust. Trust to know that person won't. And that's where most relationships go wrong. 

Stars.

           My daddy used to tell me to look up when I felt like crying, because it keeps the tears from falling. So tonight I will count the stars. Tonight, i will lay and wish you were by my side laying with me. For every star i will label on a reason why I fell in love with you. When I run out of stars, i will sleep. I will dream. Dreaming of soft dreams of you. My dreams will consist of you and i at our wedding day. Friends, family attend. Me looking beautiful in long, white, elegant dress. The lace bring a perfect touch to my bright green eyes. Walking toward the alter, sand between the toes. My father pulling the vail over my head to uncover my water filled eyes. Give him a kiss then turn around. Looking at my handsome Groom, tears. They run from my eyes. Thinking to myself,  I never thought this day would be here. Marrying the man i love. It amazes me. Our relationship amazes me. Perfect day with my perfect groom. The waves so calming. The sounds of the family and friends sobbing, makes me even cry more. I look down the isle, there's rose petals. For every rose petal, they represent the stars I counted that one night.