Sunday, February 10, 2013

It's all my Fault

<p>&lt;p&gt;Apparently its all my fault. Everything. I made you loose your job. I made you go PSYCHO. I'm the reason you're loosing your relationship with your own daughter. Yes. Maybe i did contribute to our relationship going bad, but who'd i learn that from? You.&nbsp; You're the one that favors the little ones. You're the one that expects me to come to you. I'm sixteen. I shouldn't be the parent in this situation. Why is my room messy? Hmm..wonder who i learned that from. Considering you're pretty much a damn hoarder. Thinking of you makes my stomach sick. And you wonder why I'm closer to other figures in my life. It's because i never had one. I have role models in my life that i would love to live with and be my mother. But I would hate myself if i was to treat my daughter like you treat me. I will HATE myself if i become like you. Like, do you care? Does it occur to you that you're making my life more miserable than it already is? That's not fair. But when we talked and argued,  you pointed fingers at me. Everything was my fault.